A Breakdown of my Life in Ohio.

To further prove the craziness of these months I've lived here, let me break down each month.

May- Got my first job.

June- Lost my virginity. (Lets not dwell on the fact that I lost my virginty at 20)

July- Get in big fight with dad where he calls me a cunt and I have an anxiety attack also my cousin gets murdered this month.

August- Quit my job. And here starts the money troubles.

September- Start dating Scott. We get in dramatic fights that involve him not talking to me for two weeks bc I went home after he cussed me out for waking him up bc he was hogging the bed.

October- A whole bunch of crazy fighting between my sister and her baby daddy happens. Including him cutting himself on purpose in our apartment and getting blood everywhere.

November- Find out the dude I've been messing with since June has had a gf since July.

December- We move out of our apartment and are supposed to move in with great grandparents but find out uncle took the keys so we almost end up homeless. Also I drive 2.5hours to pick up my ex from another girls house and we run out of gas on the way back.

January- Sister kicks me out and I'm homeless for two days.

wtf

Around 11pm my sister asks if I can watch Zeke in the morning while shes at work. My aunt tells her I'm on my way. I get there and the door is locked and no one is answering. So I figure I'll just head over to my ex's and then go back over in the morning.

So then I'm at my ex's for two hours and he tells me I can't stay there. I walk over to my grandma's and the door is locked. I walk back over to Scott's so I can sit somewhere warm while I try to find someone who will let me stay with them.

Cory says I can stay. He's the guy who had a gf. I stay there and wake up in the morning and my vehicle won't start. I go to ask Cory if he can jump it for me and he had apparently locked the door. I start knocking and I see him turn the volume up on his tv and go back to sleep. What the crap.

So yeahh. This is the type of crap I have to go through with guys in this town. -_-

Its been awhile.

Wow, I haven't been on in forever. Sooo, I'm making a quick post to update on what's going on, and I'll try to post at least once a week.

Sooo, I moved to Ohio and I hate it here. The weather sucks, there's absolutely nothing to do here, I don't like the people, and I'm just insanely miserable. I only have $3 in my bank account, so I'm trying to find a job so I can save up and move back to SC.

I've had a lot of guy issues. I was messing around with this guy from June to November, then in November I found out that he had a gf since July. It really pissed me off that I unwillingly contributed to cheating.

 Then I have an ex is always wishy washy. One minute he acts like he likes me, then the next he's a douchebag towards me. I drove 2.5hours to pick him up from another girl's house, I had to empty my savings just for gas, I got lost, then we had to pull over for two hours b/c the roads were icy, then we ran out of gas. -_- Then a week later he asks for $5. I tell him I only have $3 and he has the nerve to ask why I can't borrow $2 from someone.

I'm living with my aunt. I was living with my sister but she kicked me out. Didn't automatically move in with my aunt, ended up staying with my ex for two nights.

So yeahhh, that's whats been going on. Now just trying to get out of here.

(Oh, also my cousin was murdered.)