My Life: ATM.

Not to be emo, but my life is pretty lame and sucky at the moment. I've spent all Summer at the house. I went bowling with two of my friends ONCE. I've seen my friend, Nick, three times, Becca once, and Shane once. That's all the contact I've had with any of my friends. They're too busy for me. I don't want to leave the house, because it's loser-ish to hangout by yourself. And now the Summer is almost over. I start college the 23rd. I have a couple friends, and they said we would keep in touch, but it doesn't seem like that is going to happen. This is why I never believe people when they tell me that they're really friends with me. I'm ALWAYS the one trying to make contact. I'm the one that sends the texts, and the messages, trying to stay in touch. No one does that with me. I really don't want to make new friends. Well, I'm okay with making new friends, but I like my old friends. I don't want our friendship to end. Nothing goes the way you planned, I guess. I guess when I start college that I'll either make new friends, or I'll be a "no friend loser". That's my destiny. How exciting. *sigh* I'll have to deal with it. If it's option two, that will suck. I'll still have no one to hangout with. I realized that going places by yourself was lame a couple weeks ago. I went to the mall to exchange something. I love the mall, and never get to go, so I expected me to stay awhile. I went there, exchanged my pants, bought a smoothie, and left. It's extremely boring to be at the mall by yourself. Shopping, period, is boring by yourself. And of course you look like a loser if you go to the movies by yourself. AND don't get me started on going out to eat by yourself. So, that's my life: atm.