Starting College.

Today will be my first day of college. My first class doesn't start until 9:10, but I got up at six. Leaving my house at 7:45. I feel nervous and like I'm going to be sick or have a panic attack. Last night I was afraid that my alarm clock wouldn't go off or I wouldn't hear it. Luckily, I heard it. Now I'm afraid that it will take me awhile to find the parking lot in front of the buildings I have to be in, that I'll forget something, or that I'll be late for my class. I'm a whole bunch of nervous. lol. I'll post about my day when I get back home.

Follow Me.

I know this is going to be lame since I only have one follower. *Waves to one follower* But I was thinking that if anyone wanted to follow me, whether that be my one follower, future followers, or anonymous people just looking at my blog, that they could if they wanted. So here:

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I know it's pretty redundant since almost all of them are eveejoystar. See, they used to be different, but I changed them all to eveejoystar so I wouldn't have to remember a bunch of usernames. And, well, obviously you can't change your username on YouTube. My Photobucket is different too, but that's not important.

My Life: ATM.

Not to be emo, but my life is pretty lame and sucky at the moment. I've spent all Summer at the house. I went bowling with two of my friends ONCE. I've seen my friend, Nick, three times, Becca once, and Shane once. That's all the contact I've had with any of my friends. They're too busy for me. I don't want to leave the house, because it's loser-ish to hangout by yourself. And now the Summer is almost over. I start college the 23rd. I have a couple friends, and they said we would keep in touch, but it doesn't seem like that is going to happen. This is why I never believe people when they tell me that they're really friends with me. I'm ALWAYS the one trying to make contact. I'm the one that sends the texts, and the messages, trying to stay in touch. No one does that with me. I really don't want to make new friends. Well, I'm okay with making new friends, but I like my old friends. I don't want our friendship to end. Nothing goes the way you planned, I guess. I guess when I start college that I'll either make new friends, or I'll be a "no friend loser". That's my destiny. How exciting. *sigh* I'll have to deal with it. If it's option two, that will suck. I'll still have no one to hangout with. I realized that going places by yourself was lame a couple weeks ago. I went to the mall to exchange something. I love the mall, and never get to go, so I expected me to stay awhile. I went there, exchanged my pants, bought a smoothie, and left. It's extremely boring to be at the mall by yourself. Shopping, period, is boring by yourself. And of course you look like a loser if you go to the movies by yourself. AND don't get me started on going out to eat by yourself. So, that's my life: atm.

Graduation and graduation party.

So, yesterday I graduated. Our cap and gowns were extremely ugly. They were green of course. We left extremely early so we wouldn't be late because of traffic. When we got there Fort was just getting out. I had to go to the South wing so it would be logical to park in parking lot B. This woman wouldn't let us in though. She was saying that they needed to let out that school first. But there was only five cars in there. Mom flipped out. That was really annoying. We went all the way around and parked in A. Then I had to walk ALL the way around the Coliseum to get to the South wing. That was painful since I was in 3" heels. I got there at four, and they wouldn't let us in until five. We got in and had to line up in our rows. THEN we had to stand there for another hour. We finally get in and sit down. Our valedictorian gave a funny speech. I got my diploma and sat down. Everyone threw their caps in the air even though we weren't allowed. I didn't because I listen to rules. When someone threw their's, it knocked mine off. That really annoyed me. Well, I get to my party and barely anyone came. Thirty something people were supposed to come but only nineteen did. My mom made food for fifty people. So we have a crap load of food leftover. My good friends came. Not like I have bad friends. lol. There are just friends I talk to more. What annoys me is people told me to my face that they were going to come. Don't tell me you're going to come if you don't think you will. Since people lied we ended up with more food than we needed. Oh, well. I got to see my real friends. And my dad, sister, and grandparents came down to see me. The only family that came. I'm glad I got to see them.

Kidney Stones.

So, today I woke up at four in the morning with a terrible pain in my lower right abdomen. I thought that I had a stomach cramp because yesterday I walked for two hours. Normally when I have a stomach cramp I lay down in a different position for it to go away. No matter what I did it just would not go away. This went on for an hour. I then heard Rocky out in the kitchen. I went and told him about my problem. He thought it was gas. O_o He left and I told my mom. I laid in her room for awhile. I went back to my room and the pain had doubled. I felt like I had to throw up. While all this was going on I felt like I had to pee really bad, but no matter what I couldn't go. I decided to lay in the bathroom. I was sweaty and I threw up two times. It was small. I was hoping it was going to be a lot and then my stomach would stop hurting. I was crying, it was just terrible. Well, my mom called around and decided that she was going to take me to the doctor. The doctor's office didn't open till nine. O_o Around 6:30 I told my mom that I couldn't wait that long, that the pain was too much. She told me to get dressed and that she was gonna take me to the ER. Well, while she was driving my pain went away. We thought it might have been the way I was laying in the seat. She decided that we would drive some more then go home. I got home in time to watch Pokemon. Only missed half of it. We then went to the doctor at about nine. Come to find out, I had just passed a kidney stone. The whole time I thought that my appendix was probably bursting. Since I felt better we went to IHOP. I got some cheesecake pancakes and a garden omelet. I went home and took a nap since I had been up since four. Mom's friend Pam came around twelve so I could practice driving some. Then she took me to Starbucks. :) And that's pretty much how my Saturday went.